fifteen

Today I stepped back into my high school for the first time since I graduated, to watch my little brother graduate from pre-school to kindergarten. All of the kids had the attention spans of puppies and it was kind of the cutest (and brief, thankfully) thing to watch. They played all of these songs that I have been listening to since I was in kindergarten to my own graduation, and I can't lie, it got me. I'm so proud of this little monster, no matter how annoying he is. 

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I miss DF so much. I mean, I knew I missed him but today when I was editing some of Jackson's picture I saw a picture of him and it made me sad. It's been two weeks, which is the longest we've gone without seeing each other in months. Things are just so easy with him when we're together and we have so much fun, I just wish I had him or a friend just like...no, nope it would have to be him. I wish I had him to hang out with all summer. Like on nights like tonight when I have to deal with my whole family, it would be great to just chill with him afterward because no one can make me laugh more than he can. Also when are they leaving???

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No one takes me seriously when I talk about NY and my future plans. Yeah yeah it sounds impossible, I get it, thanks.

:) I gonna go drink a whole bottle of wine now bye :)