My muse. This is the last picture of him for a while, I swear; today was our official last day, for real this time. We were both supposed to go back to our parents' homes, but things happened and that did not happen. Instead we spent most of the day together, after he worked and I packed all of my things up. Smoking, drinking, Chipotle, froyo -- the usual.
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I didn't expect to feel so sad. I didn't know it was possible to feel grief over something you never wanted in the first place, or even knew existed. Everything happens for a reason. Everything. If I didn't believe that before, I do now. I'm just glad I wasn't alone. What if I had found out all alone? I'd rather not think about it. I should start taking the fragility of life more seriously. Changes need to be made this summer. Abruptly.
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